The girl i love,
The girl who i had my life planned with,
The girl whom i gave my life to plan,
Is now married to some one else..
Yes!!
It is a disaster in my life.
A complete Tsunami..
I still can't stop my tears.
I still can't forget about her.
I still can't move on..
But,
She is happily married now to some one else,
and,
doing all those things which
we were suppose to do together. :'(
I'm left alone.
Alone in the dark.
With no feelings in my heart.
With bruises and blood stains in my arms.
Yes!!
I cut my self..
Not just once..
10 long cut marks on my left arm.
I cant bear the pain any more..
All i wanted to do is die.
At least then i will be
putting an ending
to all these eternal pains..
And yes!!
I took 24 sleeping pills..
But.
The all mighty god made me
wake up the next morning..
I realized that he has more important
plans for me.
So i made up my mind.
I made the last call to my love.
Said her that she is forgiven,
for putting me thru all these pains,
heart aches
and
heart breaks..
I know that i cannot move on.
Cannot think of a life without her.
But,
now she's not mine.
Now she belongs to someone else.
She's no longer my girl friend.
She's no longer my life.
She's no longer my future.
Now she's someone else's wife..
But,
I told her
to always remember,
she will still be my love,
she will still be my baby boo,
she will still be my mommy girl,
she will still be my sweet heart.
And,
when ever she wants to
come back to me,
My Arms Will Be
Wide Open For You My Baby !!!! </3 :'(
© 2012 Arshaad AK Khan
